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i feel so alone...

blindirony Mar 07, 2007

i have felt like this for so long i feel i have no one to talk to and i have no where to go... i have a problem i need to deal with but no one will listen and i have this feeling inside my head like i makes a difference ... im afraid it will go to far and scared of the results now that im alone there is no one here to help me through and now i that i need help im all by myself... i have no help coming my way and no one to listen to me but ill keep going till it gets to hard and then i let go and never come back...ill give up fighting ang turn away cause when there is nothing left to say ...why bother..?

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blindirony

Lost in Love TX, US
21 Female, Gemini

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Member Since: 2007-01-05
Relationship Status: single and looking
Orientation: Straight
Religion: Christian - Other
Drink: Yes
Smoke: No
Children: Someday
Education: High School

About Me:

i cant tell u much ....... i dont really know myself well enough. except that i love music...everyhting about it....i love rock of just about any kind....i play guitar and sing...ive been trying to get a band together since i was like 12 but its never worked out...its hard to find people with the same kind of passion for music where i live ..its tough!!!@@!!! im determined to be a musician ..however it may come to be .... i hope one day to be my own person and i wish my family and the people around wouldnt keep trying to talk me out of it...i am who i am and im not going to hide who i am for any reason what so ever!!!!@!!!!

Interests:

Music is my world.....my everything, I love art of any form., I love poetry., Playing guitar...even though i havent in a long time and im really rusty and i dont know much anyway..phew..lol..i still love it :)

Favorite Music:

Metal, punk, emo, any form of rock pretty much.... i don't judge., Actually I listen to all types of music, but I consider myself to be a rocker chick nevertheless., Top 5 Rock Bands:, 1. Nirvana, 2. Seether, 3. Nickelback, 4. Rammstein, 5. Audioslave, Top 5 Counrty:, 1. Martina McBride, 2. Miranda Lambert, 3. Johnny Cash, 4. Lorretta Lynn, 5. Jamey Johnson, Top 5 Composers:, 1. Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, 2. Ludwig van Beethoven, 3. Frederic Chopin, 4. Franz Joseph Haydn, 5. Robert Schumann, Other Stuff I Love:, >Bessie Smith, >Janis Joplin, >AC/DC, >Pink Floyd, The Lists go on and on so this is all im gonna put on here for now lol

Favorite Movies:

Gladiator, All Satr Wars films, All Lord of the Rings, I have to admit....i also love Harry Potter. The twilight movie was good...Wanted, Pride & Prejudice, Sweeny Todd, The Nigthmare Before Christmas, Corpse Bride, The Duchess, Domino, Mr.Brooks, 7 Pounds, Prayers For Bobby...

Favorite TV Shows:

That 70's Show, Grey's Anatomy, Ugly Betty, House, American Idol, PUSHING DAISES!!!!!, Ghost Whisperer, According to Jim, Dancing with the Stars (sometimes), Family Guy, The Simpsons, South Park, Friends, Sex & the City, The Late Late Show with Craig Ferguson, George Lopez, and there are probably more that I can't think of at this time lol..hehe

Favorite Books:

Define Normal, Many Waters, the Harry Potter books, Eragon, A Wrinkle in Time, The Twilight saga (all 4 books), The Wings of a Falcon, Sunshine, PRIDE & PREJUDICE!!!

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